Loving my life , got a job, got an amazing feels, feeling pretty good about everything, my friends :) happy mood.

Missed you the whole day today...
wah.. rinduu.. 3 tahun ni berlalu macam tu je.. walaupon mood akhir2 ni mcm baik2 je.. tp ade satu hal lagi yang belom settle..
ntah dah tak reti nak settle.. aku biar kn je..letih otak..sakit otak hari2..hari2 rase nak marah2 je..rase nak bunuh3 je orang yg masuk campur hal yg tak sepatutnye..
aku tawakal ngan berdOa. Sekarang aku cume nakkan kebenaran je. baru la aku boleh pilih langkah seterusnya. ntah la =(
Hanya Allah S.W.T Yang Maha Mengetahui. aku dah cuba yang terbaik. I'll do my flow chart of life.. goin' to school, board school, went to medical college and work hard until I got a sponsorship from Kementerian Pertahanan Malaysia, finish my study year. and in October I'll be graduate as Assistant Medical Officer.

Even i have to do my housemanship for 6 month in Emergency Department.. well i enjoy it.. i do learn from the bottom...from SPM, Diploma, Degree n maybe someday Master.

Xde hal yg senang sebelom susah2 dlu... walaupon aku cme tau belaja je.. tp belaja pon bukan bnde senang... 

stress.. bnde tu dah lali bg aku. stress ngn study, ngn manusia, ngn duit n mcm2 lg larhh...

kalo tak suke pon kne hadap gak... last2 buat x nmpk je.. lau pk sngt pon rse mcm *biase la life mne2 kite pegi mesti ade org x suke ngn kite* lantak la.. janji aku dah ade life tersendiri.. x kesah... x perlu ikot org sangat..

opss...dah 12 hari kite sume berpuasa... Alhamdulillah... moga2 segala amal kita semua diterima...

Hari2 dapat makan mak masak... dah 5 tahun aku x bukak pose kt umah... hanya tahun ni je aku dapat mkn mak masak tiap2 hari.... hehehe.... kre okey la tu kn.aku tak nk buat pape..nk relaks otak... tgu kne pangil intebiu ngn KKM bulan 9 ni.. then aku decide ape nk buat lpas tu.......

For once I want to make my own decision in my life.. 

 I want things for my own not because everybody tells it's the best for me.